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In 1995 I was living in a farmhouse outside of Lexington , KY. I was still recovering from the end of a long-term relationship the year previous, and I found the calm of the countryside to be a welcome refuge. There were four of us total living in the farmhouse, and it inevitably became a makeshift creative commune. I embraced it.

It was that winter, alone in my tiny bedroom, warmed by my quaint, one-log fireplace, that I began to focus more seriously on music. With microphone propped on top of my Casio keyboard, and Tascam 4-track cassette recorder on standby, I began composing and recording. I proceeded in the direction of some of my favorite influences at the time: The Cure, Bauhaus, Christian Death, Siouxsie and others. Not surprisingly, the recordings from this time-period were thick with layers of reverb and echo, and the lyrics were all inevitably maudlin in some way or other.

I was recording under the name Candle back then, and created “album” tapes from time to time to give away to friends. The tape that I was working on then was a 90-minute work entitled Dismal Hollow. It is there that the song Pieces On Me first appeared.

In the years since, I’ve considered dusting Pieces On Me off and re-recording it. It was in the final days of working on Veil & Subdue that I realized that I needed a “song of frustration” from the female character Semele’s boyfriend, Colin. Almost immediately, Pieces On Me arose in my memory, demanding a new life. Sure enough, with a few tweaks to the lyrics it fit perfectly into the context of the V&S story arc. It proved to be the perfect lift into the final act, actually, as well as is one of the few straight-up rockers on the album.

Veil & Subdue
By Kara Pound

“Two local musicians conceptualize goth-rock opera”

Local theatre co-founder and musician, Paul Ramey, can’t pinpoint his inspiration. “All of my life I’ve been influenced by concept albums,” he said referring to the similarity of Pink Floyd’s “The Wall” to his new goth-rock opera CD, “Veil & Subdue,” in which he wrote and performed most of the songs. “It’s a whole album telling a story.” Along with concept albums, Ramey’s work is also inspired by Greek mythology, Neil Gaiman’s dark comic book series, “Sandman,” and, most interestingly, a close friend’s nightly brush with a phenomenon called, “night terrors.”

Anna K. Meade, Ramey’s good friend for nearly a decade and fellow Theatre Saint Augustine co-founder, has experienced these medical and psychological episodes for most of her life. “This is not a very well understood phenomenon,” Ramey said. “There isn’t much help out there and it’s very debilitating.” Night terrors are explained as when a person is abruptly awoken from sleep to extreme terror and the temporary inability to regain full consciousness. Gasping, moaning and/or screaming can also accompany them.

“Instead of a medical explanation, I wanted to look at a possible mythic, god-like cause for night terrors,” Ramey said of the storyline for the opera in which he co-wrote with Meade. The two were curious about the mythological undertones of the episodes back two or three thousand years ago when there weren’t necessarily medical explanations for such things. They also always knew that they wanted to collaborate on a creative project together.

The result is a two-disc, 22-song rock-goth opera that chronicles the ill-fated love between the god of dreams (Morpheus) and a mortal woman. The self-funded, three-year-long project, classified by Ramey as darkwave or “a wide range of musical sounds with a gothic edge,” was recently released on his own label, Masque Records – ensuring total creative control.

Meade and Ramey have always had grand aspirations for their project – wishing that one day, it will grace a stage or screen. “The hope from the beginning,” Ramey said, “is to create a complete work and do as much as we can to make it real . . . so that someone theatrically trained can put [the production] on.” With recent success of their Theatre Saint Augustine productions like “Private Lives,” the two may not have to wait too long to see their dream become a reality.

Veil & Subdue is for sale locally at Needful Thingz, 215 W King St., and Music Matters, 196 SR 312, and online at www.veilandsubdue.com.

© The St. Augustine Record

See the review: http://staugustine.com/stories/100409/community_2027756.shtml

Hi guys! So, I’ve mostly been “hitting the internet streets” with Veil for the past week or two, sending email letters as well as mailing out hard copies of the CD, inviting various online goth zines to check out the stuff and maybe do a review. So far have gotten some good responses, and even some inquiries about the eventual stage production! I’m also scheduled to be interviewed for St. Augustine, Florida’s newspaper weekly entertainment insert, Compass, in the next day or two, which I’m very much looking forward to. Local exposure is very exciting!

In the midst of analyzing Michael Jackson’s legacy to music in general – and specifically to how he paved the way in crossing the “black/white” barrier in many areas of entertainment – I wanted to point out one other music genre that he was the first to cross: Goth music.

 Michael was pop and funk and flash, but he was arguably also one of the first mainstream entertainers (let alone one of African-American descent) to bring the camp/horror aspects of Goth music into the radios and TVs of mainstream America. For what else would you call the song and accompanying mini-movie-video called Thriller, a work of entertainment that dealt not only with a metamorphosis into a werewolf-like creature (“I’m not like other boys,” he said to his unsuspecting date), but also included a sublime and chilling narration from the Late Goth god Vincent Price as well?

 That Michael was aware of the line he was walking is evidenced in the warning he insisted be included at the beginning of the video; that he basically didn’t go for all that occultish stuff, and that he was sorry for scaring everyone. Wink!

 Michael may have been the King of Pop, but he was also a Lord of Goth…camouflaged in red jacket and sequined glove. Hell, how could someone who owned “Elephant Man” John Merrick’s bones not be Goth? The lad was dark, my friends.

 As we say goodbye to the man and embrace the eternal myth…let us give proper respects to a man who safely and deftly brought a slice of good old-fashioned Goth sensibility to the masses.

 You will be missed.

Long belated update! Where have I been, you ask? Well, took some time off to get married to the lovely Tina Huggins, who is MASQUE’s resident videographer, photographer, and Veil & Subdue’s own Femme de la Morte! Now she is all mine!!

The CD is now selling briskly, and hopefully the quarter-page ad in Gothic Beauty magazine #28 will pull in a more expansive audience. I’m quite pleased with the whole final package – DiscMakers did an outstanding job of manufacturing the whole thing, and call me particular but I’m especially pleased with the varnish they put on the outer packaging – feels almost like leather, and looks dark and frosty. And of course their final mastering really took the whole thing over the top. I’m truly blown away to have the final product in my hands, and on shelves, and online!!

Locally, just wrapped up an interview for an article about Veil & Subdue which will appear in the local free press paper, Folio Weekly. Now I just need to find some time to run these CDs around to some more stores, including down to Orlando where the goth undercurrent is much more lively.

Now that sales are underway, the next project for the CD is to create a video for the veilandsubdue.com website, as well as for YouTube, etc. I believe the song will be Bed of Ashes, and I have a few ideas brewing for that.

Well, that’s all for now. Hold your candle high in the dark, and buy a CD if you haven’t already!!   ;^D

Paul